BREAKING THE ADDICTION OF MYSELF!

Hello. My name is Darci and I am a "Meaholic".


I can say now, that I was my own worst enemy. Espcially from October 2009 to January 2010. I consider that my "dark" period where I was so down on myself. So consumed with how others made me feel and how aweful I was. My thoughts were full of "I'm useless, worthless, and all the "less's", January 8, 2010 was the day I decided to finally go "cold Turkey" on myself and am so much better for it. I have gotten myself back to shape emotionally, spiritually, physically and mentally. What a difference! You can track my progress on www.beachbodycoach.com/2tim17



Anyway, I have heard this song by Mercy Me many times but it really didn't hit me until a few months ago and I think it describes perfectly, where I am today. So, without further ado:


Well if I come across a little bit distant
It's just because I am
Things just seem to feel a little bit different
You understand
Believe it or not but life is not apparently
About me anyways
But I have met the One who really is worthy
So let me say

So long, self
Well, it's been fun, but I have found somebody else
So long, self
There's just no room for two
So you are gonna have to move
So long, self
Don't take this wrong but you are wrong for me, farewell
Oh well, goodbye, don't cry
So long, self

Stop right there because I know what you're thinking
But no we can't be friends
And even though I know your heart is breaking
This has to end
And come to think of it the blame for all of this
Simply falls on me
For wanting something more in life than all of this
Can't you see

So long, self
Well, it's been fun, but I have found somebody else
So long, self
There's just no room for two, so you are gonna have to move
So long, self
Don't take this wrong, but you are wrong for me, farewell
Oh well, good-bye, don't cry
So long

Don't feel so bad (don't feel so bad)
There'll be better days (there'll be better days)
Don't go away mad (but by all means)
Just go away,go away

So long, self
Well, it's been fun, but I have found somebody else
So long, self
There's just no room for two, so you are gonna have to move
So long, self
Don't take this wrong, but you are wrong for me, farewell
Oh well, good-bye, don't cry
So long self
farewell, goodbye (so long self)
farewell, goodbye (so long self)
farewell, goodbye (so long self)
farewell, goodbye (so long self)
farewell, goodbye (so long self)